AFTER 3 BLOOD TRANSFUSIONS THAT WERE TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER, HAS DONE THE OPPOSITE, SO MY LIFE IS DICTATED HOW I CAN LIVE BY THE SIDE EFFECTS OF CHEMOTHERAPY AND RADIATION....
IF I COULD BE ON HERE MORE, I WOULD BE OR ON EMAIL, PLEASE HAVE PATIENCE AS I AM RE LEARNING TO RE - LIVE LIFE....
WHEN I GET 1-3 HOURS A SLEEP A NIGHT AT THIS TIME, I CAN HANDLE THAT, ACCEPTANCE....
WHEN I AWAKEN 6 TIMES IN THAT SHORT PERIOD, I CAN AND AM GRASPING IT....
THIS MONDAY THE 30TH. I FIND OUT ABOUT WHERE I STAND WITH MY CANCERS, GETTING RESULTS BACK FROM CT SCAN CHEST/ BRAIN/ LYMPH NODES/ ABDOMINAL....
I WILL SHARE THAT WITH THE ONES WHO KNOW THOMAS THROUGH EMAIL, NOW I MUST GO PRAY TO THE EAST, AND GET THE BAD DREAM OUT OF MY HEAD THAT I WAS AWAKEN BY...