The words of my heart
Lost in pain
nothing ever seems to go right
then you finally see the sight
people digging into your skin
maybe this is why everyone sins
people not knowing the things they say hurt
what could possibly be worse?
the fact that suiside is always crossing your mind
with no one can you find a good bond
and with that everything just goes wrong
parents, teachers, friends
why doesnt this drama ever end?
then you feel that its too much
and its getting close to the touch
the blade is right in front of you
and with all this time just flew
thoughts going around in your mind
putting you in a terrible bind
finally you make a choice to end it all
maybe it is all right to ball!
you were never wanted and now they will see
what the pain feels like to be me
no one understands my pain and hurt
i am constantly feeling burt
people always putting me down
and i think now i have found
a good way to make that all go away
so for now you say goodnight
and i say wow your right
its over now and i will feel better
maybe living in hell wont be any better
but i wont be able to hear the harsh things they say
but you never know i could grow wings and fly away
so i think it has come for to the time
were i finally end this rhyme
and be who i wanna be
and get to know the real me
susiside wont show my strength
and it would only shorten my lenghth
so for now i wont let it get me down
and i can quit with all the frowns
cause being me aint so bad
then you finally see the sight
people digging into your skin
maybe this is why everyone sins
people not knowing the things they say hurt
what could possibly be worse?
the fact that suiside is always crossing your mind
with no one can you find a good bond
and with that everything just goes wrong
parents, teachers, friends
why doesnt this drama ever end?
then you feel that its too much
and its getting close to the touch
the blade is right in front of you
and with all this time just flew
thoughts going around in your mind
putting you in a terrible bind
finally you make a choice to end it all
maybe it is all right to ball!
you were never wanted and now they will see
what the pain feels like to be me
no one understands my pain and hurt
i am constantly feeling burt
people always putting me down
and i think now i have found
a good way to make that all go away
so for now you say goodnight
and i say wow your right
its over now and i will feel better
maybe living in hell wont be any better
but i wont be able to hear the harsh things they say
but you never know i could grow wings and fly away
so i think it has come for to the time
were i finally end this rhyme
and be who i wanna be
and get to know the real me
susiside wont show my strength
and it would only shorten my lenghth
so for now i wont let it get me down
and i can quit with all the frowns
cause being me aint so bad
