MY FAMILY ALREADY HAS ME BURIED AND GONE, LACK OF FAITH I SUPPOSE, EVERYONE WANTS TO SUFFOCATE ME, NOT ANYMORE....
IF YOU ARE NEGATIVE = POSITIVE ONLY....
IF A OBSTACLE POPS UP BONUS, NOW I HAVE A CHALLENGE AND I WILL BEAT MY CRISIS....
NO MORE HAVING BAD HEARTFELT WORDS, I AM FIGHTING 3 CANCERS, NOTHING ELSE....
FAMILY IS THE LAST TO ACCEPT WAS WAS GIVEN TO A LOVED ONE, WITH ALL THEIR NEGATIVE EMOTIONS,
RESENTMENT, FEAR, DENIAL, IT WILL RUB OFF ON YOU AND BRING YOU DOWN IF YOU ALLOW IT TO....
THIS IS THE TIME TO REMAIN STRONG, NOT A EASY THING TO DO, YOU KNOW THEY ARE ACTING ALL CRAZY BECAUSE THEY SIMPLY LOVE YOU, BUT THEY CAN NOT SEE WHAT THEY ARE CREATING BECAUSE THEY ARE BLINDED BY ALL THE CANCER PERSON IS GOING THROUGH IN THEIR LIVES....
ONE ROCKY SHOAL, THE LOVED ONES WANT TO THROW A BLANKET OVER THEIR LOVED ONES LIKE THAT WILL PROTECT THEM, AND IN DOING THAT, THEY ARE THE SMOTHERING THE FLAME THAT IS TRYING TO BURN BRIGHT....