The words of my heart
Loosing a Child
abrortion is wrong yes i do beleive
thats why i never chose it for me
i struggled for six long months
with the secret i was hiding
knowing that with each and everyday i was lieing
i dont know how they never could tell
my belly grew and they never knew
i guess they never paid much attention
so maybe thats why it brought on the tension
i have never been the perfect child
i am kinda crazy and yes wild
the depression grew stronger
but i only waited longer
one person knew
not even the guy
oh the hell i was put through
all the tears i cried
i was scared to tell my secret
thats why i am put in this big regret
she never got what she needed
and the day i started bleeding
i lost the only thing that i loved
all because a shove to the chest
a pull to the hair
a kick to the gut
and it didnt stop there
all that pleasure has turned to pain
the day it happened
was the day i confessed
not wanting a rotten carcus
up under my breast
parents found out and made it harder
no choice but to tell i should have been smarter
if only i had told the people that were suppose to care
maybe then my daughter would be here
i miss her so much and i know that its true
i never knew this is the pain you go through
a year has passed
but i wont forget
i love you baby girl
and i miss you alot
thats why i never chose it for me
i struggled for six long months
with the secret i was hiding
knowing that with each and everyday i was lieing
i dont know how they never could tell
my belly grew and they never knew
i guess they never paid much attention
so maybe thats why it brought on the tension
i have never been the perfect child
i am kinda crazy and yes wild
the depression grew stronger
but i only waited longer
one person knew
not even the guy
oh the hell i was put through
all the tears i cried
i was scared to tell my secret
thats why i am put in this big regret
she never got what she needed
and the day i started bleeding
i lost the only thing that i loved
all because a shove to the chest
a pull to the hair
a kick to the gut
and it didnt stop there
all that pleasure has turned to pain
the day it happened
was the day i confessed
not wanting a rotten carcus
up under my breast
parents found out and made it harder
no choice but to tell i should have been smarter
if only i had told the people that were suppose to care
maybe then my daughter would be here
i miss her so much and i know that its true
i never knew this is the pain you go through
a year has passed
but i wont forget
i love you baby girl
and i miss you alot