The words of my heart
Rape
the only person i truly hate
is the one who put me through all the rape
five years old
and i didnt know
if this were the way things really should go
you told me everything was okay
you told my older brother to go play
you took me to the basment
and locked all the doors
telling my brother it would just take a minute
but it took the longest time for you to finish
telling me we were gonna play doctor
i was the patient and i was sick
needing to take off my clothes or i would get wipped
you touched me in ways that i knew were wrong
wanting to scream bloody murder all along
you told me that if i did you would beat me
and my mother would never agian greet me
you put me through exstream pain
again and again
oh dear god just please let it end
my body laid there lifeless
with tears rolling down my face
when you were finished
you grabbed my hand
my dear god how did you feel like a man
you took me into the bathroom
and dried my tears
say nothings wrong here dear
you told me to look you in the eyes and i did
you got real angry and said not to fib
if i were to tell a single sole
you would make sure my life was never whole
my mother and brother would be gone for good
and i would get the beatings that i should
that wasnt the only or last occurence
it happened a couple more times
him just filling my head with lies
i never did tell till my freshman year
spilling my guts to mother dear,
both of us crying
her on the phone dialing
I thought we had you
right were we wanted
but the police continued on hunting
when they caught you and i said my part
they said there wasnt any evidence from the start
never agian will i keep such a secret
if only i would have told
you'd regret it
you will do it again
for sure i know
and she will tell
makeing YOUR life living hell!
ladies or men if your being raped or touched in a way that you dont like tell someone! I made
the wrong choice by being quiet. speek up and you will get help i swear! do it befor its too
late.
is the one who put me through all the rape
five years old
and i didnt know
if this were the way things really should go
you told me everything was okay
you told my older brother to go play
you took me to the basment
and locked all the doors
telling my brother it would just take a minute
but it took the longest time for you to finish
telling me we were gonna play doctor
i was the patient and i was sick
needing to take off my clothes or i would get wipped
you touched me in ways that i knew were wrong
wanting to scream bloody murder all along
you told me that if i did you would beat me
and my mother would never agian greet me
you put me through exstream pain
again and again
oh dear god just please let it end
my body laid there lifeless
with tears rolling down my face
when you were finished
you grabbed my hand
my dear god how did you feel like a man
you took me into the bathroom
and dried my tears
say nothings wrong here dear
you told me to look you in the eyes and i did
you got real angry and said not to fib
if i were to tell a single sole
you would make sure my life was never whole
my mother and brother would be gone for good
and i would get the beatings that i should
that wasnt the only or last occurence
it happened a couple more times
him just filling my head with lies
i never did tell till my freshman year
spilling my guts to mother dear,
both of us crying
her on the phone dialing
I thought we had you
right were we wanted
but the police continued on hunting
when they caught you and i said my part
they said there wasnt any evidence from the start
never agian will i keep such a secret
if only i would have told
you'd regret it
you will do it again
for sure i know
and she will tell
makeing YOUR life living hell!
ladies or men if your being raped or touched in a way that you dont like tell someone! I made
the wrong choice by being quiet. speek up and you will get help i swear! do it befor its too
late.
