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  GENTLE BREEZE.......Loving Him

I always feel beneath him,  (pouring rain)


He has a way of always making me feel less and him more
he makes me feel unworthy, unappreciated
he never acknowledge what I do, because he's to busy
looking for the things I slack, and there's nothing wrong with that
it's just that sometimes I wish he see my good points, and stop focusing on my
bad...I'm the type of person that do things for people out of the goodness of my heart, him on the other hand he do things for people only if it benefit him.
I never feel like I'm equal to him, I always feel like I must compete with him,
live up to his expectations to fit into his world...He said he's not responsible for my feelings. He said I'm lack of self esteem and insecure. maybe so, maybe so... He never laugh with me, unless we are tuned into the same TV program and something was said funny which trigger both of our hearts to laugh at the same time...I ask do he want to watched a movie together he avoid the question, how about a hand of cards,
he has something to do or an errand to run...I constantly listen to his day, his complaints, his joy and his sadness, and YES I'm there to support them all...
after all he is my better half....but for some reason I don't feel like I'm his....

Whats wrong with me?







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