you ever went to a party and didn't know you were the joke of the party?
people being polite, saying kind words, sharing warm smiles
and the whole while it was an act. but yet you kept moving along
cause you really thought the people at the party enjoyed your company as much as you enjoyed theirs. but as soon as you turn your back they were whispering to others about you, but not in a kind way..
but a very disrespectful way...You ever showed genuine love to others, only to get it thrown in the trash the moment you're not looking.Well... that's how I feel, I feel like I'm at this party and everyone is wearing a mask except me....so because I'm different...I was chose to be the joke of the party....when I realized this I just laugh along with them, but deep within I was crying, because all the time that I thought I fitted, I was still separated because I'm different....
but I won't let them change me, it's not like I'm not use to being the joke of the party, the one in the blind...but that's what I get for searching without looking.....