You could have held on
If you wanted to
Was it so hard to try harder
To be a better person
If you loved me
I didn't ruin your life
I could have made it a black hole
If i wanted to
Coz i got the scoop on you
I didn't want to
I don't love you any more
I'm so through with you
So through with every hell i went through
So ignorant to how i felt
You only cared about you
What you needed what you wanted
When i was with you it was ok
The steroids wore off and i was a liar
Did you even know me
Or what hard life my family had to face
My dad may he rest in peace by my side in the ward
You'd never know
NEVER
He was a real man
Family and hard working
From work to me every night
EVERY NIGHT
You'd never know
You could believe me when i say
You're just not going to
The disability is getting to you
You don't care about me
What love is this
Was this lust and i drowned in it
But no more i am
No more
I've been trying so hard for too long
I cannot say
Its you
Coz its my fault too
I shouldn't have given you so many chances
But i wanted to
The marriage so one sided i'd never know
WHY i was always second to everything else in your life
Why i had to be perfect
PERFECT
I tried my best
I just couldn't please you well enough
You wanna hold on i just had to go
I had to go
So glad i was saved by the paper
You still have to come and see us
You know i'd be there
You know the times i'm in
You had to ask about him
You had to tell everyone you were great, and that you were never good enough for me
You were right i was the best i could be, the best thing was running away from you
At least now i felt love in a way i never felt with you
DID IT HAVE TO HURT AS BAD AS THAT WITH YOU
DID YOU HAVE TO BE SO BAD