She entered my cipher like a mirage,
sexy massage aroused my mature mental state;
lost the love to lust;
She seduced my thoughts with intellectual romance,
gave an educated fool a 2nd chance;
deserving,
can't say I was;
She loved my dirty ways;
forgave my nonchalant glances,
late night dances with wolves;
Why She loved an ignorant bastard
with no credentials
but massive potential;
never should have let Her go,
now,
years later and I'm losing Her again;
a fool never learn,
heart's destine to burn with loneliness;
distance decapitating our timeless union;
afraid to love unconditionally,
to venture into my past,
down the already beaten path,
but with true love's lust behind Her eyes;
the meticulousness of a soulful sista
chosen to forever grow cause Her spirit's heaven sent;
thoughts of Her I adore,
admire,
She's my limitless inspiration;
fighting these feelings,
damaged pedals got my left breast skipping beats;
She's so close to my grasp(True Love)
but I'm losing my grip,
slipping on fragile,
frail ice;
scared of losing another wife;
She's the one,
I'm jealous of Her Love,
nervous of Her touch;
trust I lust to cherish;
but damaged is my left breast;
want Her I do;
white-gold,
1st seed;
family;
us,
my dream;
we;
our team!