The stuff i am always facing
The chances i'm always taking
The pain i am always faking
My faith and trust always shaking
I knew it would hurt so why did i let it be chasing
Then it was an uphill racing
The future in my mind i don't start thinking
The past always never shrinking
The present always blinking
I can never get it right
In the beggining i always see day light
By the middle i'm always fighting to get out night
It always becomes an uphill battle i never wanna fight
But i got to be strong
I know it aint me who is wrong
Its not always something people can see
So many people are talented with acting nicely
Then its evil they be
Now this battle is uphill
Your the one who got nil
I'm just getting started coz once this is over
Its just gonna be me and i might fall over
But thats ok coz i'll be for my life its all i wanna do
You had to take advantage, you made me the hand and you the sponge so now thats why you're soaked in goo
Coz you couldn't take the fact i was smart enough to out smart you
I'll be climbing to success and if you'd just waited like i told you to
I could have got you through
I could have been anything you wanted me to be
Anything you'd like to have or do or even just to see
I could have done everything for thee
But you had to go and spoil it all
You're now taking the fall
Once and for all
Coz on you i give up
There is no more water in the cup
I'm not refilling for you, now its for me
I'll let it be
