Why won't you like me
Why don't you sit next to me
Why am i so bad
What is wrong
So what if i have olive skin
Does it matter i am not white like sparkling snow
Why does it have to matter if i have black hair like a crow or like charcoal
Its clean and won't rub dust on you or anything else
My skin doesn't smell like an olive
I do not have anything wrong with me
Stop asking me about nits or lice
Why i said i don't even know what they are because in our house they'd never existed
Mommy always took great care of me
You are never there to see what she does for me
I don't have mad cow disease
Does it matter if i eat curry
In a few years i may even see you try it
So why
Is it so bad
How do you know its all i eat
You spend your days torturing me
Its always gonna be life a battle
Just to explain who i really am
I don't even eat curry every day
You make up such horrible things it disgusts me
That you're so small minded
My mommy says don't worry about people who are ignorant and big headed
But its so horrible i got no real friends
Everyone has their own
I'm always left alone
There are some who envy me
But they will never admit to it
So why do they always bring up my dad may he rest in peace
How he got me everything and helped me in so much
I hope he is blessed with heaven
I was his youngest daughter and hospitalized
He cared so much for me
He never wanted to stress me out
Coz you made it all worse
You laughed at me when i grew from the steroids
It was the only way i could stay safe
The only way to be alive
If you would ever care to notice
Heaven help me
When will this battle be over
OVER
You all seem to laugh
All seem to be enjoying the joy from hurting me
But lets see how long you will enjoy it for
Until you say sorry
Coz i know someday
That guilt will catch up with you all