Your touch on my skin, brown and pointed
Shivers up my spine
To know i'd be abused while my back was turned
I hardly sleep, my drool is blood
My blood is fear
Thats how i fall
I can't keep my head awake in the day
You're crawling in and out of my skin
I cry bleeding it cuts open into my skin
I'm slowly dying
I can't find myself
Now this is how i'm falling
I couldn't hide no more
I had to tell
I wouldn't let you do worse to me
I know i'd live regret if i ever let myself die
Because of you
You could have raped me
Poison seeps out of you
Invisible
Air
Filling everyone with trash
I wouldn't let them not believe me
I couldn't have a wound that would not heal
I could never let you sin what i can stop
I would never ever let you make a fool out of me
I cry for those girls who never had the chance
So i fought for mine
I fought for something i can only have once in my whole lifee
If i let him manipulate me
I would be in 100 layers of the earth in wood and hinges
So confusing and i still can't live it down
In a way i wish i never told
Coz now hell is closing on my walls
Every where i turn there is a devil watching me
With two red evil eyes
Your teeth now fangs
I tried to run away
I was so hungry
I wouldn't let him ruin my life
She is my mom and that is my home
She was mine before she was his
It was mine before he stepped in
Its all mine
But still i came back only to find a loo trip
With evil eyes closing in
And a voice that hit the roof
He sniggered so happily i was grounded for 3 weeks
Discomfort and bordom
Coming in my room without a knock
He wiped her braincells to match his
I couldn't believe he'd manipiulated her so bad she thought i had against him a bone i'd wanna break
I just wanted to break out this fear
That keeps making me fall
Confusing my life with what is real
He is confusing you with what aint real
So i ran
And ran
To find somebody to help me
When its 7 against one
There has to be a loser
I was free at last
Still a bully, but he can't hurt me like he did
And i can be free to eat, sleep, wee, poop and bathe in peace in my own home
I can live safely without a lock on my door
SPEAK UP DON'T LET THEM CRAWL IN YOUR SKIN
UNTIL ITS A WOUND THAT WON'T HEAL
