if i speak to You Father
all that my heart contains
could You help me let it go?
for years Lord sorrows
have visited my mornings with You
I wonder though
even as i write.....
is it the unbearable
that brings me here
i can't face out there
without being here first
my body hurts
at every thought
my memories of the love i held
in my heart
the love that i gave forth
and the return
i gained
never matched up in my mind
but that they all came
to know You, (well almost all)
is my solace
my ointment for the wounds
the wounds that refuse to heal
I search my heart
asking YOU
is it me?
am I unforgiving
when i am with them
do i desire acknowledgment
of their wrongs
O most beloved of my soul
free me at last
allow me to love them
with YOUR pure and perfect love
HOLY GHOST
be alive in me
with HOLY LOVE
for my offenders
I smile
I hug
I give
but the pain remains
i hope and pray
that they don't feel
my pain
that YOU make
them feel
YOUR LOVE
YOUR PERFECT FORGIVING LOVE!
FORGIVE ME GOD FOR MY FAILURES ARE MANY