It aint so peaceful though
Its cold, dark and lonely
I miss the kids that warm my heart
I do miss them nagging me and me nagging them to stop ha ha ha
Its kinda you get used to all the stress that its weird without it
I miss my sister
They were moving five minutes away and i still cried
A bond is so magical with children
They love me and i love them too much
I love them so much with all my heart
That i actually can't wait to have my own children
My sister says i will be an amazing mom
The help will be there if i ever need it
And i feel very lucky to have such a wonderful sister
She is the one i clicked with
I love all of them
But she is my flower
The soft one, the gentle one, the delicate silk of my heart
What is said between me and flower stays between me and flower
My Lord is the reason she is here
I had enough and needed her back here
Her beautiful enchanting voice
Who God created and such a wonderful sister for me
She can say the same about me, but she is the older one so i guess i take after her
As many sisters never realize the older one has alot to do with how the younger one turns out
If you neglect her, she will be something good or bad, it all depends who she hangs with
This is real because i've seen it
Nobody can deny it coz everyone feels a pressure to stand out and to be loved
As a child you fight for moms attention so as you mature its to fight for your self to be loved or your friends to like you
If you be mean to her she will think its ok to disrespect people and treat them bad
Or she may feel really hurt and end up depressed
If you're a strong believer you will be a good sister
As me and my sister are both firm believers and we're proud to have this journey
Where she helped me and i hope she enters the Garden underneath which rivers flow
As my father was deceased, mom went through a breakdown and i had nobody to look up to
Everything happens for a reason
So she had a problem i could help her with and she helped me
This is my wonderful sister for you
Light is what her name means, its a special light Allah gives to the firm believers who worship him and have strong faith
It shines and glistens upon their beautiful faces and thanks to God for guiding us we were able to do this together
Now her children are learning with us
And thank God we were saved from society's distractions
Satan is our worst Enemey and together
Hiqmat and Light will defeat Him
As well as many others, but for now...
I am Hiqma or Hiqmat, Wisdom, Wise
And she is light
What you accomplish after being Wise
I LOVE MY SISTER AS MUCH AS MY LORD ALLAH AND OUR RELIGION
I learned many religions over the years
But when i learned more of my own this is who i want to be and i will never be ashamed
People say terroists
But i know for sure those were hyporcrites because a true muslim wouldn't dare do a thing as evil as killing innocent people or even harming them
Let alone bombing themselves which is also forbidden
This is Satans trap
But Me and Light are in the middle of our sisterly bonded journey
May we guide the world with us
I love you my sister
I will never forget what you have done for me
Or how happy i am now
Really i am sorry if i ever flipped one too far
You don't realize what you got until its gone
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Love is forever
My heart will die
But my soul will still be on a journey
I hope to see it in Heaven as well as everyone else
