HOME ALONE and SECOND BEST (two poems combined made them better so i combined them into one)
At long last
But i still get no peace
Phone call after call
After call
After call
My phone battery can't keep up with the tones
With the vibrates i can't keep up with
I'm sick of all of this
I already listened to put the letters where you told me
I know how the alarm works
I know about the bills
I know to turn everything off
I know to take my medication
I know to go home Early
i only want to help my sister to bath the kids
Even a million light years away
YOU STILL DRIVE ME MAD
Leave me alone all of you
the peace without you is lovely
I do you a favor and you can't even do me anything
Just because i took the pillows you ordered for the guest
i said i will get you new ones
You never think of me
Always people
Who do not even care about us
ALWAYS
I'm always gonna be second best to you
In my relationships
In one i came second to another wife i didn't know about
Now i am second to porn
Only a few of my amazing friends never let me settle for second best
So why should i settle second best with you
i would never treat my children like you have for 2 decades
coz i know how much it hurts