A New Woman - I'M A MANNEQUIN AND I LOVE YOU

Written at 16 years old

This wasn't about a crush i wanted to write a poem so i chose a mannequin and put myself in their shoes and this is what i came up with

I'm indeed a mannequin so will you love me?
Will you try to bring me to life?
Will you install some kind of device so you could hear my voice...
A string or even some batteries or will you walk by the window and not even give a second glance?
Will you walk back and notice my new outfit or would you not even notice me not even my new hair-do!
I notice you all the time, everything new and old
I know when you switch from CK to Lynx
I know when you're wearing sweat and a mixture of both
I notice your new clothes and hair cuts and your styles

Do you notice mine
Would you ever pray i were real?
Have you ever wished i'd come to life?

If there were a string would you be tempted to pull it?

Am i just out of your league, are you just too good for me?
Would you ever feel my smooth, exotic, hardened perfect glowing skin?
Would you ever look at me for longer than expected.
Have you ever wished i were your girl?

Would you give the kiss of life to begin the story once upon a time there was a man who fell in love with a mannequin.
The kiss brought her to life and for every second he loved him she gave him a piece of her heart and a petal from a garden of wild flowers and they lived happily ever after...

OR IS THIS JUST A MANNEQUIN FANTASY ?
Am i doomed to stand alone for the rest of my life...
My owner loves me and cares for me, but there is no chemistry i'm just a mannequin tease, i'm just what he needs to reel in the customers.
He dresses me and combs my beautiful long hair so soft and shiny and leaves me on my feet in perfect shoes by a window.

Everyone passing me by i attract alot of attention, but only girls notice me and how pretty and good the outfits look on me.

I want you to give me the kiss of life...
If i broke would you fix me...?

Or am i doomed to be a lonely doll for the rest of my mannequin life.

Girls think its amazing, but i'd trade all the attention and glamor just for a normal life.
I don't wanna be a mannequin.

Don't you notice me or am i just too plastic for you to care, coz i don't wanna be...

I want to be real...

Kiss me and make me come to life.
Please give me a happy ever after!
I'll be waiting, same place as always i'll only pop into the storage room for a new outfit, make-up, maybe a dress or some jeans, extentions are all i can have, maybe a cool new hat may give me an edge, and some shoes will finish it off!
OH I AM SO hoping someday that glance will prolong to a feeling so strong you can't stop feeling tempted.
Hoping you'd come close and it turns so reactive like chemicals colliding so you give me a kiss with hope i'd be real
So i can live happily ever after and i won't be doomed a mannequin for the rest of my life .