HE LIED SCHEMED AND CRITICIZE EVERYTHING I DID
I STOOD BESIDE HIM ENCOURAGED HIM TO BE ALL
HE COULD BE,
JUST TO HAVE HIM LEAVE ME BEHIND FOR SOMEONE ELSE
HIDING BEHIND CHAT ROOMS CELL PHONE CALLS AND EVEN
TRIPS HE SAID HE HAD PLANNED WITH A FRIEND,
TAKING EVERYTHING I HAD EVER GAVE HIM
LEAVING ME WITH NOTHING CURSING THE DAY
HE EVER MET ME,
WHY OH WHY DOES IT ALWAYS END THIS WAY FOR ME?
AM I THAT UNLOVABLE THAT UNAPPROCABLE DO I NOT
BLED DO I NOT FEEL DO I NOT CRY DO I NOT HAVE A
HEART THAT COULD EVER BE LOVED!
LOVE FOR ME MEANS PAIN DECEIT LIES UNKEPTED
PROMISES UNFULFILLED PLANS WHICH NEVER SHOULD
HAVE BEEN MADE!
WHERE DOES MY HEART BELONG? WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN
TO KNOW THE LOVE I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR AND HAVE NOT
YET FOUND! I WILL GO TO MY GRAVE ALONE AND UNFULFILLED
WITH NO ONE TO LOVE!
