(this is part one of a traumatic experience which was heart break for me
Part two will be on poetrypoem shortly)
You keep telling me no more
That you hate me
That you never wanna ever know me
That you never wanna see me
That dead you'd rather be
Wish we were never to be
Then you say sorry like an angel
That you need me
That you love me
That i am your life
I kept going back to you
A flame with petrol
The loving and falling kept killing me
I kept going back to you
And to the other guy before you
But thank god the fire is blowing out in the wind
I do so much i gave you both so much more than you could want oh yeah i did
I did indeed
I left him and then it comes to you
You say you hate me so bad
Forgot everything i did and how much i loved you
I wanted it to work and i tried so hard
I took so much in a vein for you
Thought you was mine my angel i thought there was nothing else i could ever need
All your sorrows you say them til your blue
I bet you never expected a nice innocent decent woman like me to defend her rights
So then you say i traumatized you by saying
Its too late to apologize
I keep forgiving and jumping back on false promises you want everything and all your promises they mean nothing coz i am so over you
You can't blame me its too late for you to apologize
My heart is broken to pieces and it hurts and soon I'll be OK