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Me, Myself, and I-(Part?)


I have to stop destroying myself cause I aint got much of me left.

          The me now is a quiet shell, dealing with my own personal Hell, on top of everything else life has to deal, but the way I would deal was completely unreal.  I'd smoke and drink till I was unable to feel.

          When I immersed myself in unproductiveness I denied myself of blessings access.  And when I declared myself free of my pain, reality said I was miles from that plain, but it still hurts all the same.  It's deeper than all my pains go because this pain hurts me to my soul.  Along some lines I had control, but looking deeper another story can be told.

          I shut off all of my faith in people, yet somehow thought of myself as unequal.  DAMN IT!  There was a me before all of these problems and all these people, I guess the question is will there be a sequel?  And I guess not if it's me who's killed.







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