It is with deep regret we write these
next few lines but having said this
we felt compelled to post it here
As to have witnesses present
We seem like prisoners to our separation
of many years, I tried to change the course
of failure and failed
Intentions are always good to know ahead of
time so that all parties involved are not
caught off guard or surprised, this one may hurt
We have spent the better half of our lives
roommates, almost as brother and sister
Love became the latter of all things felt, more so by you
The home we shared became more a freezer than a home
Warmth took it's leave of absence never to return
Years passed us both by and possibly your opportunity
to be happier with him would have never come to pass
We were faithful to you, even though you thought
of me as a sibling.... Love sucks more than it hurts!
I phrase it that way because my heart was sucked dry
of happiness as I'm sure yours was, we waited past
the word wait and in the process lost ourselves
along the way
There is no need for apologies nor regrets
We saw that train wreck become reality but
turned a blind eye to it, oh the things we do for love
There goes that word again....
In closing I thought my owning up to failure would
be the route to go
If I told you it shouldn't have come to this you'd
respond,
But it did!
So much for confession
I wish you well for everyone deserves to be happy
Me? I use to think not, but my heart still beats
and my needs no matter how much I've matured
still seeks a hand to hold, a kiss now and again
but more so a soul mate that will hear of tomorrows troubles
I missed that about you but love found a way to crush that
for me as well
I hope my intentions were good but better now for you
and your happiness
As for me, GOD still loves me and hopefully
His wisdom becomes what I shall breathe with
her who has good intentions
