Once upon a time ago...
I lived in the belly of the beast,
I was held captive in his raging womb
and he was determine to annihilate me.
at the time I owned no accurate knowledge of God,
which gave Satan the perfect opportunity
to step in and devour my broken, shattered, misguided heart
I was standing on deteriorating grounds, where all Satan troops
were found.... I was lost in a
world of quick sand, where the devil made the
rules for man...I was battling in darkness
without a spark of light, my wings were clipped
so I couldn't take flight
I was too busy focusing on what other people thought of me
I was blinded with pain so the light I couldn't see
I was following the shadows of everlasting destruction
where coals burns to a crispy ash...
I was losing the war, and I was losing it fast.
All I could see was my reflection struggling to be free
but I couldn't seem to escape the devils inflictions, and my worldly addiction,
for so long I lived the life which was acceptable by Satan and hated by God...
So I prayed and repented and accepted Jesus into my heart....cause ...
I was gradually sinking to the bottomless pitt
I was blind with bipolar, having hissyfits
I was disguised in darkness, dodging the light
I was kissed with fear, scared to fight
I was dying in my past, with no desire for the future
I was lost confused stuck in neutral.
I had repressed anger that I refused to release
I was ready to head to the obituary, of the decease
I was drowning in drunken wine to ease my pain
I was lashing out at others, so they call me insane
I was ignoring my responsibilities as a mother and wife,
I was afraid to let go of this world and give God control of my life
I was under the influence of the devil and that's a fact
but I pressed on and on till I found my proper evac
I refused to remain trapped in the devils den...
I didn't go through hell, just so the devil could
claim my soul at the end...
I now walk with Jesus in his precious light
I now can spread my wings and take flight
when I look back on all I've been through
I look towards the skies and say out loud
"Jehovah God" thank you!!!!!!!!