i am the replica of your dreams i am the epitome of your nightmares you inhale my affection and love while i sacrifice my life you enjoy the naive thoughts of growth as i entertain the "bittersweet" i never quite reach the nirvana of "bittersweet" for it is bitterly and sweetly out of my affection and loving grasp i am left with the obstacles of surpassing the memories that should have, could have... that will NOT become another tortured future of evolving into the creature of my past... i am moving forward, but the thoughts of reversing into the realm of "bittersweet" that i have created leaves me... bewildered... i'm juggling these ideas and forging my signature on these mental contracts where the interest is 100% and the reward is, nothing... a wiser person would say that it is better to turn away that to lose a winning battle... and yet, i am foolishly undecided...
