I live within my mind and I can't seem to escape.
Fear has resided in me and has poison my heart,
leaving me afraid to live my life
I sit up all night watching the clock....longing to see the light
darkness has scorned my soul, I feel terrified, worthless and hated
I'm afraid to think, cause only death lives in my thoughts
I'm not suicidal but I'm always thinking I'm dying...
I feel like my soul is surrounded by demons,
but I keep exposing them with what little spark of light I have within.
because if they touch me, they will surely take me under the earth
where the most filthiest creatures are found..
Anxiety pierces through my heart like a sharp sword daily
killing all my enjoyable thoughts with fear.
I pray, I repent, I ask for forgiveness
but none prevail, it all collapse and fail to give ear to my cry
I hate being alone, because that's when I hear the whispers
of death traveling through my mind like a hurricane
tearing down every good thought that was birth into my mind
I grab hold of the good book, the holy bible, and pray that God
feast my eyes upon a scripture which would comfort my terrified mind
I wonder deep within do God, hear me when I cry, I wonder do he care
I wish he use his powers and remove Satan out the drivers seat and give me
back control of my mind...I'm not crazy, but I'm very afraid.....cause the devil
is real, and he's taking over my life, leaving me nothing but fear...
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