I was afraid you'd hurt me like the rest
Its just all too soon
You told me how you felt, but i was so oblivious until today
I saw everything in yellow
The sun, the stars, the sun shine
I couldn't call you and you couldn't wait
I'm still letting sink in all you told me before
I can't help wondering after the life i have had
I easily get confused, i get wound up inside
After all the things i've seen all the things people have said
Things keep running through my head
After all i have seen you wouldn't know
Its so hard to trust its only easy to meet
I wanted you to understand
I am heartbroken at how you feel inside, but why do you feel this way
We hardly know each other
Maybe goodness knows when our paths may cross if you feel how you told me
Maybe very soon, but blocking me has only hurt me
I feel accused of hurting you and i never meant to
You'd rather like who you became
You must be pleased to be my friend
Then where are you now
You've turned into something i'm afraid of
you've hurt me for this i'd sit and cry
What the shadow you'll see in ashes
I don't even know why you speak these things about me
You wish to meet yourself
I wanted to help you find yourself i could see what was wrong
I could see i wanted to help you
could you not see
You just walked away
Now i'll never want to trust again
I never knew you whispered my name amongst shining stars
Until today the 5th of October 2010
I never knew you had felt this way
A friend is a friend, but i never knew you felt this way about me
I don't long for any kisses from anyone at the moment i am so afraid you just don't see
You just won't understand
What you're saying is scaring me
I think its sweet
but we hardly know eachother
The spirit can tell you some things
I am so confused at how i feel right now
I don't know who or what i want
I just want a career i can do with epilepsy because i can't be a bus driver i'd kill over 80 people at a time and maybe even myself
What love are you sending me
I don't understand what you're trying to send me
How can i know how you feel if you just tune me out
You just blocked me we cannot even discuss it
Its better you forget me
I just cannot live knowing you think i am evil, deliberately trying to hurt you
That i do not even care
How can you make accusations
You don't even have 70 excuses to accuse me
How do i turn you away
What am i doing that is so bad
We had something in common we discussed it and you wanted to be my friend
So i let you into my private account
I am foolish for even letting anyone i don't know on my account that was really silly, but something about you struck me
You were different and you went through a hard time like i did when i was younger
I didn't say here i am a rope hang on for dear life heaven save you
You tried to hate me
Dwelling on bad things we shared
I don't remember any bad memories
So now trying to convince yourself i am the enemy
So many people would love to make people love them
Look at Robert Pattinson
And Taylor Lautner
Not all girls can make them fall in love with them
I didn't know how you felt
Until today
Now i am blocked if you want me gone fine i will never contact you ever again and we will leave it this way
You don't have 70 excuses to accuse me anyway
I know you exist, but why do you love me so much
Is it a crush or what is going on i am terrified
I know more about pain and torture than you'll ever know
I have loved many people who would never love me back EVER
I am not careless with my feelings nor nonchalent
I fear being hurt so i just want to ride solo and you know this i told you so
If you felt this way you could have told me so
You have hurt me and i feel abused
I thought you was my friend and now i am left with nothing
But messages with no explanations
You could have gave me 70 excuses
I am still heart broken may be a reason why i am so afraid
Its happened twice to me
Do you have any idea
You think you know things about me you do not
I don't need to justify myself to you
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