I hope to meet you
Whoever you may be
I'll always be afraid and confused
Hope this time it will be alright
It will be new and different
A love so unique and something else
I fear it will be just like before
The hurt, the pain, the boredom
Late nights sinking in
Sweat pants on the sofa all alone wishing for something different
Wishing, hoping you'd see me as your life
That you couldn't hurt me or take advantage
That you'd cherish me
I'd hope to have arguments only to make up
I'd fear to have them and it all falls apart
I am a girl you gotta understand my needs
I don't shop alot, but i am afraid i am guilty of liking
I am guilty of mood swings
I am guilty of being impatient and imperfect
We're both human and i am hoping we can make a family together someday
Someway
I do fear of breaking apart of being all alone, being hurt
That you won't understand me
Yet i really hope the next guy will be the last one i ever meet
I never want to be hurt again