Keeping a secret is not so hard especially when you know reality
What happens by predicting logic logically
If i told one how i felt a fairytale it won't always be
If i hide solely behind a mask, but there was a vampire i'd need him to huff and puff and away he shall blow me
But what if he couldn't protect me because he didn't love me
What if he couldn't save me coz for pity sake isn't enough
What if to him i do not exist or if i got close would the journey be smooth or rough
Everyone claims to have felt something under the fur
Yet i felt nothing except wanting to explore whats under the fur
Yet i'm competing against a battle i just cannot win
So i give in
Thoughts and dreams i better throw this all away in the bin
Let my heart bang on a piece of tin
My heart crushes
I love the rushes
How the water gushes
But i want it to be forever this way
I can't just let it be just one day
