I want to embrace
The world
As it is now.
I want to
Be ok
With reality
As it is,
And have
The peace
I know
Exists
Somewhere.
But I'm sorry,
I can't.
I haven't.
Because every time
I see you struggle,
It's my own heart
That feels it.
I can have
Everything,
But it is nothing
If you are
Still a prisoner
And victim
To your life
And fears.
If you aren't free
Then how
Can I be?
I'm sorry
I can't be free,
If you are suffering,
Than so is some
Part of myself,
And if we
Are all One
And connected,
Then how
Can I be?
I wish I could
Leave well enough
Alone.
I want to
Feel free
To let you
Suffer without
Fixing you,
Or attempting
To do so…
Is it possible
That you
Are getting
Something out
Of it?
Should I let it go?
Is where you
Are at,
Where you are
Supposed to be?
Do I have permission
To walk away?
I'm sorry.
I just don't know,
If I should
Feel guilty
Or not.
Beloved,
Shehe
Goddess Divine,
Help me!
I'm sorry,
I can't do this
On my own.
“Love them
Like I do.”
How?
“Unconditionally.
Knowing the uncomfortability
You feel is because
You have lost
The long vision
We have…
Like the child
Who has fallen
Who is learning
To walk,
Each falling
Down
Brings them
Closer to
Toddling,
Then walking
Then running.”
I forgot Beloved.
I love you.
I'm sorry.
Please forgive me.
Thank you.