A New Woman - I LOVED YOU LIKE A HEART NEEDS A BEAT

Linings easily swell
Digestion easily slows down a well
Secrets many none can tell
Just until the day The Al-mighty prepares us well
Got all your words out to sell
Just until you forgot a line and hit the bell
Sorry like an angel flurring out of heaven all i saw was hell
All i could feel was that i fell
So hard i couldn't tell
My vein pumped blood so hard to my heart so swollen i couldn't make a sound all my heart could do was yell
Inside the pain deep and severe, you can cheat on a game its for fun, you can't spike without the gel
So easily you can tell
To touch it you can more so feel its the gel
Sat down staring at a pink advent the same showed up on the screen of a dell
I hoped it would show me heaven rather than the hell
It seems it was true what i saw, but heaven help me i had to ask and a pail of hot flush acidic burning tears filled up the well
I'm afraid its too late to keep appolgizing so hard i fell
So much i gave and did you just too ungrateful to tell
You'll always want more than i can give and you will never appriciate so you'll always be in that rotten shell
When will you break free i still don't know if this was you, but if you loved thee why did you listen to one who can drag you down a well
You hurt me with a fire the heat of a thousands suns hotter than hell
I forgave you coz my hearts as cool as breeze, but in my mind is a recorder that just can't stop playing over and over the pain my heart did yell
But wait ... its not that you can even tell
Its like your too blind to see the damage you've caused, too blind to see the hell broke loose and too blind to see i drowned in a well
A pail full of depression, anxiety, fear, heartbreak and lies that broke my shell
Its ok i aint an egg someday someone will take me into a pail full of everything i deserve and long for in a man and that will be my new well