I could have let you go
After so long someone opened a window
SO HARD IT BLEW
I CHASED IT WITH ALL THE SPEED I COULD HANDLE YET IT FLEW
It flew away it became gone with the wind
So far i knew it was binned
Its just so hard to see it all go out the window
What i let go
Lost time will always haunt me until the end of the day
So i try to crash course what i don't know just to get back what i never got to say
I look at all the good that came, but i look at each bad day
It comes to mind could it have stopped
Later i tried again and it just popped
Over and over again
I repeat the same mistakes will i ever learn i remind my self that there are things in life i need to gain
I need self-respect and to not take my lessons for granted and to learn from the pain
To learn it aint a fairytale it aint a fantasy
This is reality
What it will be eventually
I will just let it be
I hope this time all ok it shall be
I sure hope there aint nobody mocking me
Critical of all i want to be
I hope they respect, care and support me through all i have to go through
I hope they appreciate all that i do
I know someday
This will be a real day
A day unlike any other day
A day i shall walk down once more in crystal silk
A dress like milk
Creamy, soft, shiny and bright
May the face match with the smile so pure and so bright may it all be alright
This day shall be a long time ahead i wish people would stop putting pressure upon thee
I am waiting for the right person i don't want to rush so i'm gonna take my time and just be me
Who wants to embrace me can embrace me
Whoever doesn't it is their loss
Like i give a toss
