I tried to follow my hearts desire to be free
You cannot love me if you don't know
I say i want to leave you want me to stay
Stop making me stay it seems almost like you're forcing me what does this all mean
Its just too much to stay behind when i feel like i am trapped between freedom and and a cell in my own demon
Whats making me stay and what is not
I do not know coz i want to go
I need a plug to keep a spark
Should it not just come naturally
It should last however long it maybe
Once it goes it goes it never comes back
You lost it before it had a chance to build a memory foam in my mind
So memories can spring back and fourth
All the good ones just bounce meaninglessly
After what you did to me it hurt me too bad to ever think i ever gave you a chance to make a rhythm in my heart
That with each beat will be like a passion i cannot live without
That will play sweetly and softly to me when i feel lonesome
Until i see you again
Its too bad you didn't drum it well
Too bad you hurt me and never built our wall
Too bad you just don't care i can't follow you anymore more it hurts to much to say i'll keep losing you
