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Pendulum


We gave it all to you
With no questions asked
The wind turned from calm to hurricane
Hatred was all you could repel
It hurt me deep inside that you just threw everything  we had away
Together we built the wall, but i feel i did it alone coz why would you just throw away everything we had
Everything i did you threw it all back in my face
Tumbling down a pile of baked clay
So i merrily walk alone , yet you can't stand seeing that smile upon my facebook profile or that i have a better picture than you
I know it burns you inside its not what you say its the way you say what you say to me
It burns you that i moved on and you're stuck chopping rotting timber nobody wants or behind a cell for stealing people's old things without asking
I'm without a job and without many things, but i am grateful to the almighty i have what i need in my life
You always try to emotionally black mail me yet i can see right through you
Its not what you say its the way you say the things you say to me
I can tell you're a beautiful liar

The force of your lies and personality i can't believe you're genuine, deep down i know I'll be an idiot if i gave in
I'll always have that doubt and that fear as each day goes by
Time is a valuable thing it ticks away as my thoughts over ride
Over grow
Over flow
I just had to go
I had to let it be and move on
The pendulum swings non-stop until the battery is dead
If i was so precious why did you let it all fall
Why didn't you charge the battery or replace it
Why did you hurt me
Why did you ?

Selfish is your friend in your head
Satan is your enemy who's now made you love all things bad
I could have walked the straight and narrow with you, it wouldn't always be easy, but i know we had eachother
Its just too bad the pendulum lost its swing
Coz the battery died
You wouldn't forget to recharge or change it if you really loved me and never wanted to lose me
Or what we could have had
Or what man you could have been
Or what woman i could become
Or our future
Now its back to the drawing board
Tick in life what you wanna do and stop thinking of me coz I'm so over you

Remember time is a valuable thing so waste it on something that will benefit you in the next life and of course in this life
Coz wasting it on me aint gonna bring me back
I'm having none of it
I know it aint genuine so waste valuable time on someone who would care or who is more stupid and naive
I've given you chances and you blew them out like candle sticks
The pendulum has swung its last time
The ship has sank
Everything valuable is gone except time
So move on and let me b e coz your getting on my nerves
Stop harassing me







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