All the thoughts lead back to the negatives
I try to outweigh with positives
It can't outweigh
It just goes the other way
When its all based on a lie
So cunning, intelligent and super sly
This love all was a lie
I aint blinded no more i huffed
I puffed
I blew it all away, i can drive through with no more fog
No more of my money or my life you can hog
I can stop no more, faulty brakes i got new tyres
Hiqmat from your love now retires
Thank you
I can now see all the jokes, all the beautiful liars I'm better off alone
I ignore my phone
I want nothing more to do with any of you
Only the facts of life we both know we must both fight through
With you, you know I'm through
I did everything i could do
I aint seeing nothing more through this it just aint worth my heart breaking by the same person over and over again
I just couldn't cope heart ache isn't a physical pain
The trust shatters i hate the betrayal
In my heart you stomped and left an ugly trail
I just can't forget
I forgive, i got only my naive self to blame so this is a lesson in life i will never forget
Not everyone is the same, some are nice, some are bad, some are both and sometimes they're even worse
You ate me alive, even my purse
I won't let anyone bleed my dry
You can't say i didn't try
Just coz i think it aint fair so i won't anymore
You eat the apple and throw away the core
There is nothing left anymore
It doesn't mean i am a bad person i gave it all to you with no questions asked, dusted myself off and tried again and again
You didn't see me try so hard i fell to pieces you never watched me or wipe my eyes when i sat down to cry you never saw me go insane
Cheat has been caught you know it aint the way to win a game
It only gives you 15 minutes of fame
Now this is your name
You got only yourself to blame
Too bad you couldn't see i was special because i was special, too bad you had to be so lame
I wish you'd just leave me alone why do i have to change my number and delete my social sites
I aint giving it up just to avoid you I'll end all this debates and silly fights
The awkward bumping into my wall on facebook I'd hate to have to block you
I hate to think that ignorance is what this to come to
Too bad its true