The pain is my only way to get to where i need to be
I'm disgusted at my mistakes
The only thing that makes me go forward is the pain
I am ashamed of some things, but i learned
I made stupid mistakes, but i play them again i should eject
Which is now i remember what you did to me
What everyone did and i am slowly learning to protect myself from further damage
The pain is so cruel and as cold as the slice of ice
I crave that rush and that adrenaline that will keep me from remembering the pain
Comparing the pain i try to avoid you, but you will always find me unless i stop you
I gotta be cruel to be kind coz its the only way to save you from more hurt and me from insanity
