Written at 22 years old
(written in the early stages of my relationship before he cheated)
What was in my head
Is this the right time
Whats gonna happen to you
What was in her head don't break his heart reverse psychology
i did fall for you, but i knew I'd go back coz of my needs there all alone I'd only last so long.
Deceived, unsure of, but my heart painful don't know whatever for.
No asking til one over her and you listen whats in my head are you meant to change!
Anyway attraction only lasts so long your so sure this is what you want, what you need all in all.
It didn't have to be, but its happened who knows what anyone will do I'm writing the facts of life to you...
How i feel I'm just a puzzle can't find left from right, if i were a worm I'd get eaten up by the early bird!
We should have just done what we agreed first instead of official.
All its far too late, whats done is done i suppose all of this i must accept the counsel.
I have nothing what she thinks in her head i can't digest!
Helping oh i wonder if really she will she got her the luxury she's always desired then there is me who's always the last.
At least we won't forget, she may or may not, I'm driven to insanity if at all comes to this what i tell you don't believe is it too bad or do they mean more than us.
Now Daood hides in the distance, she forgets, she tries, what she can do better than Daood.
S makes the trouble, stirring so hard nobody wants the broth.
So much envy even R proved it before so blind now i see her tension of pageant on aged can't fake it...
So she reacts so badly, i don't no how much further i manage.
Four years he never defended once who was meant to be the love of his life as infact i wasn't as i came to realize the shocking truth...
You resemble him, which i hate to admit, but i don't know what it is with you.
Why you make me hate my own, you're so uninteresting and boring and cannot entertain me to save my life.
I hate the dishonesty aint an ingredient people can digest once the truth is added it all comes through and thats the end of that.
One warning is i know if you do hurt me its you who will crawl back because i never needed you!
You pulled all the strings and i fell for you.
Yes i do love you, so much i'd hate them to ruin what can be for life if you let them sorry i only try once because i learned from my mistake the first time.
He came crawling back without a doubt and the boots were made for walking, no doubt you will, but i have a feeling this will be one hell of a bumpy road.
I hope its not a dead end.
