The pain is repeatedly hitting
It hits like a tornado
Doctors say my chest is clear
They say my heart is healthy
I can't face what I'm treading on
I'm walking on egg shells
I am walking on broken glass
In just a thin dress freezing snow blows
It blows so hard against my skin
This doesn't hurt me like you hurt me inside
I'd rather the pain in my heart was physical
I just can't face it when i am so over whelmed
I wanna cry, but sometimes its so hard for them to roll
Formed behind my eyes
Watered down, but i need them to get out
I need this pain washed away
I feel like i fell a hundred feet onto concrete, but the pain is in my heart
It aint a physical pain its a deep wound inside my heart
It bleeds insanity i just wish this never happened, but i am glad
Day by day i am facing this
I can take it, its so hard i do wish it was a physical pain
Yet i wouldn't want to have a heart attack for real at my age, but inside i feel it
Under attack with your Axe you're slicing me apart
Might i ask why you had to be so cruel to me out of all people
I had a heart of GOLD you couldn't hang onto a heart of GOLD
Now you want me back, but sometimes life is this way
I dusted myself off and tried again and you had to spoil it all over again
Repeating history aint the wise choice of all unless its something worth it and worthwhile
Something good to remember
Yet this never should have been repeated at all
