Confused, alone without any help...
I need Rabana Subhana wa Ta'ala!
The only thing that will save me right now...
I feel totally lost want the rain to rain...
Rabana subhana wa ta'ala i beg of you please answer my dua...
Answer it and wash away the shame!
Oh my dear Rabana there is nothing better or greater than you to get me well...
Get me strong and ready to stand and say this is enough
To see i am content and have the right status...
What am i meant to become
Who am i meant to be
I give up i just need to take each day as it comes and hoping it to get better
All the things people have said often stuck in my head
The bad i now try to block out, but hurts when it comes back to haunt me
It echos so loud
The good i try to absorb it i let it echo softly swaying like a gentle breeze beneath the trees
A door always closes yet another will always open
If not here it will be in the next life
After each hardship comes something easy
After each ease will come a hardship
Want the rain to rain i love it when it rains
Dua is answered you're close to Him at this time
I need to make dua
I must hang on to my Lord
He is all i have left now