You abused my trust
Its not what you did
It is the betrayal
You broke the wall
I worked so hard to build
Contaminated were the eye you see with
Lowered gazed could have protected you
If you loved your Lord and Me so much
You would have saved our love life and lowered your gaze
The temptation heats you spine a hot flame of a thousand suns
Yet you had to go along and do this thinking i'm too dumb to find you out
Never underestimate a really nice girl because we learn our manners hence we listen to people especially our teachers
We respect the elderly and so we are most likely to be intelligent enough to here what our ancestors and the generations before us told us
So now i see the mistake i have made
Yet i feel guilty i left my old relationship which was no good, but to come into your arms...
Was the biggest mistake i ever made, but now i am glad i learned once and for all you don't realize what you have until it is gone
You were even worse and i am glad i learned my mistake so maybe it is me
Maybe i did try my best, but maybe now i have grown and i am little more wiser maybe i can try a little or even more harder
To perfect myself not be perfect, but better
To make myself well and to understand people and life a little more to live my life to the full
Then to find my missing Rib and to love him for the rest of my life never to expect too much of him
To understand him as much as he would me
To love him as hard as he loves me and if i love him more that would be ok because at least he'd appreciate it and not break my heart
He fractured my heart, but you didn't break it you SHATTERED IT TO A BILLION PIECES
So now i say i didn't try hard enough the first time
I was an idiot infact i still am who goes from bad to worse
NOBODY
Yet i have a point which is said clearly above
I listen to people and to their advice
I even listen to the critics some are great they edit chunks of my life
Yet i don't mind them helping coz everyone can use a helping hand
If you don't accept it, it may never come
Its so hard to find help and if people get it thats fantastic and somebody is in a really good mood or a very caring, considerably thoughtful person