A New Woman - Suddenly contagious

Here you are
Whats all this
Is it just another game
Sorry i was in total shock
You found me after all this time
Saying sorry is a way for me to forgive you
Its not enough for me to forget...
The daunting devastation you put me through
The betrayal and physical blows
It just aint enough for me to forget you
You were such a cold heart so cruel
You were like ice could slice and cut my skin
I wasn't afraid of you i just ran away from the pain i couldn't stand the heart ache
I never wanted the stress or the abuse or hurt i felt in my heart
I don't even wanna be friends with you sorry just aint enough
I am sorry it is too late to apologize i forgive, but i can't forget
You hated me and said i was the ugliest, disgusting, weird freakiest dork you had ever known
Now suddenly you're contagious
I blocked you, but you got a hold of my email from a friend
Here you are where do i go
I report your messages as spam
You keep using people's emails
Can't you just take it as a devastating blow i can't be your friend
I lose a little weight and suddenly you're contagious
I still don't wear much make up, but your so contagious your like a virus i can't get rid of
Here i go now you know just how much emotional damage you caused me now you need to be back to bring back all of this
I am trying to forget the past its affecting my life at this time
Now you know can you just go away
I BEG OF YOU
Change is good you do it for you, you don't need to be my friend out of guilt i forgive you so thats all you need to know
Yes even when you stuck me in the toilet or when you pushed me down the stairs and off the bus, even the emergency exit
It doesn't matter anymore, you stabbed me with needles and with pens
Kicked me, whacked me with my skateboard, broke my board, kicked, chucked things at me even cricket balls
It really doesn't matter that you tripped me all the time even down the stairs its all forgiven
I forgot up until you found me on facebook, privacy, but you saw many profile pics and suddenly your contagious
Enough is enough, you don't wanna believe me, but can't you see i don't want to be friends with you
Tell me what do we have in common i am still a dork and still a little freaky and all the same as i was before
Its better you said you're sorry i forgive you now please just let me live my life
FORGET WHAT YOU DID ITS OK YOU'RE FORGIVEN