You don't know how it feels to be outside your game
I was in web while all you spiders walked around me
You left me caught in your deceit
I could see what you couldn't tell me
You didn't want to lose me
Yet i'd rather forget you
Just like you had forgotten me
Is it worth it though
I'd rather stick to my words
I will keep my Loyalty
I will keep my heart of Gold
All my friends i treat the same
You moved on, but couldn't bear to stand the thought of telling me
Yet i know your parents hate me
I know your friends didn't really like me
I never fitted in
You had no idea what it was like to be outside the crowd
Or to feel so alone
To be so left out
To be so mortified
You made me feel so lost
I had no idea who i was
I then decided if you can't love me the way i am
Thats alright its ok
I just let it go
It really hurts me coz you just won't speak
I was tired of your ignorance
Tired of being all alone
You are so effortless
You want me to travel all the way
You got a car you can drive now
I talk to you all the time on facebook
I email you all the time you never reply
I call you i can't reach you
You never call me at all
Why do we have to be friends
You're just somebody i know
You're like a stranger now
I felt so distraught
I was destroyed
I felt oppressed
You all treated me so bad
I need to look back
You were never what i thought you was
You were never my best friend
Coz now for all of my patience i got the best friend i can ever have in the whole wide world
She cares more than you EVER WILL
At least she will never leave me all alone
She knows how i feel and never leaves me all alone
Hartley shares her life with me
She isn't even single and she makes more effort than you ever will
She won't leave me alone in a big crowd either
She will make sure our wings are clipped and if we fly it will be together
I see what you go through
I feel bad i can't be there
Its you who keeps pushing me away
Its like you don't even care
I am trying i still want to be your friend
Even if it aint worth it, but ...
Really honestly i am so sick of wasting all my time
I don't fit in
I will never be like you girls
I will always be different
Me and Hartley we do just fine we don't need anyone else, but eachother
