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That day i came
You were standing right there
Email was already hand
So was my number
Yet hardly i get a response
An old friend is just like a scattered leaf
Dried and allover the place
Yet you have this way of coming into my heart
Into my life
HURTING ME
Crunching my heart just like you when you're squeezed


You don't even care
Every event i am untold
I was always the last to know
Yet now i feel unknown
I am a stranger
You have just become someone i know
Only because i knew you
I've known you for the longest
Yet i know you the least
You pushed so far behind

I thought you had a halo
Yet everyone can see it
I am the only one who can only see you
You don't wanna be my friend no more
So tell me
Leave it
Delete me off facebook
Don't even email me
Coz i am so sick of you ignorning me

Don't you think i've had a hard enough life already
Without thinking we could still be friends
I don't hate you, but i am starting not to like you anymore
You don't even care as to one second of how i feel inside
I tell you time and time again
Its like it can't get into your head
I am not stupid or naive
I can see a flood of guilt in your eyes
The last time we met at the wedding i could see your guilt
It was allover your face like a clowning smile

The time i saved you
Drinking out of a dunk pond
The time i saved you with my asthma
Have you forgotten
I ran and ran and ran for your life
All the times you made me lie

I remember
All the times i shared my things
All of the moments i shared with you
It doesn't matter anymore

I feel so used
I am just a cloud
Crying my bleeding heart out
Everyone has taken advantage and i am sick to death
Depression has hit me so hard
Thank you so much for never listening to me

I am just a cloud
Each tear evaporates
Only making more and more clouds
Until somebody makes me happy
The sun shining making it all go away
Until i have to see you again
I hate it
I wish i could uninstall the flashbacks
You're unhappy
I could make you happy
Yet you prefer to keep me away

STOP PRETENDING

I am fed up now
I am the only one making effort
All you do is hurt me
Constantly patronized
Enough from the rest of the world
Yet i am not naive
I know where i stand with you

ITS LIKE I NEVER KNEW YOU
AND YOU NEVER KNEW ME

Yet 18 years is such a long time to forget

I'll never forget everything i saw
Or what happened to me
I had good and bad times
I tried to fixate on the good times
Yet i know when i am not wanted
So be it
Don't even talk to me on facebook
Not that you would

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
STOP PRETENDING YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIEND
I AM NOT STUPID

At least i got lucky
I have the best friend in the world npw and i am proud to say i deserve it
At least she makes an effort more than you ever DID


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