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I've fallen in love with you....... and honestly I didn't mean to
There was just something about you, that took control
of me...and you..... my heart just couldn't resist
what it had been denied and so long missed....
when you kissed me, tears begin to fall......you found my sadness
and begin turning it into happiness....I'm afraid...so afraid....I gotta go,
this is not my place...please please don't touch  my face, don't wipe my tears away...
Where is my pain, what did you do with my pain...give it back to me again
cause it can't live without me......it's been my friend for so long....when everyone else left me
it still held on.....give it back me...it's mine you see....why you trying  so hard to make me happy...
All my life I have searched for that missing piece....and here you are with open arms...trying to set me free........
I fell in love with you and it's scaring the hell out of me....



Sometimes we hold so tight to that pain
that GOD is trying to take away from us
we need to learn to let go and let God
so we can feel what it feels like to be
truly happy...

I'm one of those people who never really knew
how to let go of that pain...it's like I need it
to be reminded  that I'm Nothing...
and in all honesty, I am nothing without God..
I know he loves me, and that I don't doubt
I love me
but I lack of loving myself completely...

in so many words, yeah I'm afraid to be happy..
because happiness has away of eluding me



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