I felt something i never felt before
I've never even met you
I never even got to see your face
Only 16 weeks i hear devastating news
I felt distraught
I felt even worse knowing someone was going through this
She had my flesh and my blood
I felt stricken with grief
I cried so hard it was unbearable i will never see you
I will only meet you on the day of judgment
I loved her so much she was my mercy
Light was always there, life is far away
You are close to me
I never got the chance to do much for you
So much strain people put on you
Onto me i couldn't bear my own depression
My own strain of my stress, i wished i could have helped you further
Nobody is to blame
I walked one night crying in my heart until i felt something i never felt before
I asked the Almighty i only wanted to know is it a boy or a girl
I felt a boy, i thought was i expecting this to be, but no
I wouldn't care if its male or female
In my heart
In my heart
It just kept repeating Boy oh boy
I saw an image of what this could be
Until i saw the picture on the phone that night i took care of your two beautiful kids
I was right in what i felt
Its ok coz its soul is taken to Thy Lord its sinless and its pure as pure can be
The 7th heaven is awaiting this unborn child thats slipped from us, but its alright
I know it hurts, but i must be strong to keep you strong
I know i am weak, but its alright you can cry on me any time you need
Eventually you know your Lord won't leave you without
Its a test you have accepted and maybe someday you'll have even better, maybe a set of beautiful twins
In your heart
In your heart
There will always be a place for this unborn beauty that shines like the stars
Yet i have no fear
Heaven is awaiting this beauty
Its so amazing he'll call you into heaven If the almighty wills
I love you so much my heart is bleeding
Its pleading
But now its time to close the door and let it rest in peace
In your heart
In my heart
In daddy's and everyones heart
Its so strange i feel i bonded with your unborn child and i never even saw it
I never got to hold it
Its so amazing i can't get my head around why this is so amazing
This baby shines like the sun
May it Rest in my peace
In our hearts
I know its left foot prints forever
But its alright
It'll be ok
It will always be a part of who we are
