I know all i have to do is wait
Its hard being so naive with my heart
So afraid of messing up again
I lived the life so now i know
I'll just go back solo
Live my life as i need something good to rely on
I need something for me
I know how to be a good partner
I know the life and the rules
I understand how to be fair
I am not so good at standing my ground
I do give a good banter and they often don't win
It aint about winning
I am sick of fighting my way
I just want someone who will accept me for who i am
Not run away when he can't handle the heat
That way he'll be faithful, loyal, kind and caring
I'll feel happy, secure, safe and held tight
I'll be respected and treated the right way
So many people feel so sad
I say it was both of their losses
I have a family who are everything i could want in a man
Stop blaming yourselves and get a grip on reality
They want you to go on a trip called guilt
They want to blame it on you coz they can't handle what they did
Whether its the man or the woman
Don't let them pull the wool over your eyes
I know everything is going to be ok
I'll be fine i am happier than i have been in years
I know reality
I just have to admit i may have mistaken it for some kinda fantasy
You know i wasn't always so mature its how i learned
I learned from my mistakes the hard way
My family let me make the mistakes they knew it'll make me more than the woman i am becoming sooner than i could imagine
I am glad as its made me so much stronger
Its made me more determined to move on and build something of my life
Forget the past and let it all go
Somethings are hard to study with epilepsy, but now i can stop thinking so badly of myself
My family are here for me and support me more than the men ever did
They held me back now i am free and i am ready to make mistakes over again
My family say its my choice what i want to do so i am gonna go ahead and make those mistakes
It doesn't matter what i become as long as its something i can handle
When i reach heaven i can be whatever i want to be in life
My family are here to give me a hand in whatever
They're proud of me whoever or whatever i am
So they make me feel safe and secure
Every family has problems, but they always sort it out and bond once again
The love is precious and forever
Family is never to be foresaken
If i wanted to go home and nobody was home who would help me
NOBODY
You always run to your family before you run to anybody
Or someone like your family
