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 Hard Sacrifice
You know when you have a chance to be cured
You think that's amazing why not
Except a sacrifice needs to come with it
I know my epilepsy can not be cured
PCOS syndrome makes it worse
All i have to do is have surgery
The hard sacrifice is my ovaries
I don't like having the absences or the seizures
Its horrid and its frightening
I don't know whats happening until i see the bruises or the blood
Until i feel i cannot speak so i look in the mirror
Did you ever bite yourself that hard on your tongue before?
Here comes the big one
Its a hard sacrifice as i quite look forward to being a mother to a few wonderful and beautiful children someday
You know when a good caring, loyal and faithful man proposes to me in the hope I'd be his only one and he makes me feel secure and safe
Yet i have this hard sacrifice to make
I want children, but i really can't live with the problems my ovaries are causing my seizures
Yet i have time to make this awkward decision in the hope I'd be safer, but not cured
Except i have the hope as i know I'd be fine on the medication, but the ovaries play havoc
I still have a choice of adoption, one time i asked yet i was declined
I was declined because i had epilepsy
So maybe i may not be fit enough to be a mother
So maybe i should go ahead and make this hard sacrifice
In heaven i can have a field of my own children in an exotic and beautiful adventure that will never end


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