things I have been thinking about
Saying What
She said what she'd been wanting to,
it was meant to hurt,
and it did.
In her anger, she was watching me for my reaction.
She wanted pain,
and she was pushing as far into me as she could for it.
I didn't know what to say,
didn't know if I could,
but both the feelings and us were over.
There was no way we were going to recover.
Somethings happen because they do,
and sometimes things happen when they don't-
when what you say isn't what you really want.
Saying what.
it was meant to hurt,
and it did.
In her anger, she was watching me for my reaction.
She wanted pain,
and she was pushing as far into me as she could for it.
I didn't know what to say,
didn't know if I could,
but both the feelings and us were over.
There was no way we were going to recover.
Somethings happen because they do,
and sometimes things happen when they don't-
when what you say isn't what you really want.
Saying what.
