I am a bird high in the sky
flying with no sense of direction, just flying
I am a fish in the deep sea
swimming without a destination, just swimming
I am a street lying still as
others walk all over me
I stand alone and watch
as the world dance in my pain
and push forth rain from my eyes
I love the enemy and hate the friend
I pretend to be content, when I'm highly upset
with a past I can never forget...I envy death
and despised the oxygen of life...
I sing sad lullabies that rocks my heart
in sorrow.... I hide myself in a shell
like a snail...and only peep out when I feel safe..
I hoot like a owl in the silence of the night...
praying the God above hear my voice
but he whispers through the wind, that
I must make a choice to live or die
and like waves in the sea I break down and cry
I'm awake like an aimless bat...searching
for the life that was promise to me...but
I can't see the rainbow.....where do I go from here?
I've lost my compass to life.....
