Look deeper into my life
Something is truly missing
It feels hard to catch up
What a peculiar sensation
The feeling of not being whole
Asking if it's a broken spirit
Sure enough, life has no meaning
And no urge to live
Sunk into darkness
Not a thread of sun each day goes by
Only feels like a sharp sword poking my heart to despair
To the point of suffocation with this agony
Could my poor soul has been evaded my body?
For my all indecorous acts could it be ?
Someone intentionally borrow it
Or left somewhere for all I can think of
Back when I was seventeen I was energized
The four corners of life was just amazing to stand
Nothing had mattered , but life was beautiful
Everything felt right and vitalized
Today my insides are hollow
I've dealt with this issue for as long as I could remember
Seeing people that I love dearly, passed on before my eyes
Do not have the ability to outgrow my sadness
Only wish I could turn back time
Would bring back all the people whom I've once loved
Would pick up my happiness where I've once left it
Or remained seventeen for all I care
I'm losing my humanity of living
I can't stand this farce comedy of a life
I'm tired of putting on a show when the heart is gloomy
Now I feel like I 'm nearing to end this windy road
