One side
I can't stand this ride
I hate the tide
So many times i cried
You give up the fought so long you tried
I hate having these stupid feelings only i feel
I am non existent to someone i know is real
You can be so amazing until you realize it will never be
You see them and you they never see
You think they're phenomenal, amazing, tremendous, magnificent and awesome
Then you realize you're lonesome
Its amazing when you see them and you feel you want them now, but they're only handsome
What do you know apart from what your mind wants you to know
Your heart is conflicted and you're confused you go back and forth to and fro
You're allover the place
You're up in space
They don't even know you're alive you don't exist
Yet your eyes just can't resist
Looking into their eyes
So hard to realize
You're nothing
About them you don't know anything
Even if you met them it aint like they'll tie the knot
Reality aint fantasy be content with what you got
You wish upon every star
You wish and wish and you're just falling so far
You're so behind
Your heart is conflicted with your mind