They say that in time all wounds will heal, well I
am still waiting and time has not yet helped
the way I feel.
You have always been so much more than
EVERYTHING to me, and I guess you being gone
was something I never thought I'd ever have to see.
I am trying to understand that you are happy
and I know you deserve nothing less,
I always knew I would miss you I just
never expected this big of A mess..
Everyone always says I should write letters to
you an this an that, however nobody stops to
take a moment to realize I just want to be
wherever it is you are at.
There have been so many wrong choices
I have made since loosing you, however I
am making the right ones now finally I am
doing things the way you would've wanted
me to.
I am just so disappointed in myself I
handled things nothing like how you taught
me to, I GAVE UP and that's just something
you would ever do.
Everything is slowly starting to come
together for me, I am starting to see the
the woman you worked so hard to raise me
to be.
Written by: Kelly Rucci
2017
Ugh after all this time I'm still
Not able to deal with you being
gone... I miss you so much mom
In Loving Memory of my
Mother Debra Lynn Rucci..
After All This Time
I Still Cant Deal with
u being gone, Ohh Mommy
I Love You....