(Author's note: Sometimes we gain inspiration from others' work or experience or encouragement - I want to thank my friends Sean and Esteban for their kind words and for getting me to think outside the box with their most recent works and hope they see a little of their brilliance in this write.)
phantasm of emotional elements
spill from my fingers
set me free
fit my mental state...
broken, bits and pieces of love
scattered everywhere
less structure... thoughts flow
what shakes free
is emptiness…
a hole in my chest
shot from the
gun of rejection
can't eat
sleep filled
with fragmented dreams
waking up weeping
not remembering why
‘til consciousness
lifts the haze
in my brain
replaying every
minute detail of the past
mistrusting the
life experience I have
did I do this?
depression
chases me
no…
anger wells up
how dare he
smile
move on
LIVE
missing my other half
please hold me
come back
my heart needs
your glue
to keep
beating…